*throws confetti*
Hi there, I'm back! Finally cleared my finals for my last semester in SIM.
I kinda have mixed emotions about this actually. I really under-performed for one of the most crucial paper. Honestly, I could do the paper. I guess I was too tired from the lack of sleep that I've been getting and I just couldn't collate my thoughts. My mind was practically all over the place when I did the paper. It was something like this - I was doing Q1 of the paper, but my whole mind was collecting answers for the rest of the questions. You know that kind of feeling? Whereby you don't even know what you wrote and you just handed up an extremely substandard paper? What can I say? I mean, I'm really disappointed about how I can't handle stress and always fail to perform at my optimum for exams.
This has cost me so much. Sigh. For this paper, I'm really praying so hard that I can pass the final paper, and that our project results would be decently good to help me scrape through this module. Really wouldn't want to repeat school for one more semester at the very last point just because of this paper :(
I'm really glad that I've pulled through 3 years in SIM. My first year was such a torture. I was just overly caught up with how I didn't snag a place in the local universities and I was so hard on everyone. I didn't want to make friends, I just wanted to do my very best and apply for a transfer to the local universities. That was all that was on my mind and I did what I wanted to. Unfortunately, I failed. I guess my results weren't that all fantastic.
I accepted that and time passed. It wasn't all smooth. Conflicts during projects, misunderstandings and all but you know, I pulled through and "graduated". All I can say is Thank You and Sorry. Thank you for anyone who has been kind to me, even if it's just once, because I appreciate it so much. Sorry for anyone that I've offended if I've been overly harsh and critical with you.
Not making into the local university has and will always be one big regret in my life. So I've made up my mind to make it up to myself. Or rather, amend my mistake for not studying hard in JC. I will be taking up a Masters Degree. I don't know when, maybe in 2 years, 5 years or 10 years time.
Congratulations to everyone else who have graduated and see you guys in the workforce!
Not making into the local university has and will always be one big regret in my life. So I've made up my mind to make it up to myself. Or rather, amend my mistake for not studying hard in JC. I will be taking up a Masters Degree. I don't know when, maybe in 2 years, 5 years or 10 years time.
Congratulations to everyone else who have graduated and see you guys in the workforce!
