Tuesday, July 3, 2012

Just woke up from a dream and feeling my inferiority complex rising x1000000. Not a good feeling. 

Why so fat?
Why skin so bad?
Why so stupid?
Why so easily forgotten?
Why so... unimportant to anyone?

Whatsapp and FB notifications going on and on last night and woke up to them. But somehow I feel like I don't belong to any. Feel so...empty and heart's feeling all wrenched up now. NO! Hate this "I don't belong anywhere" feeling. Makes me just wanna stay at home and rot to prevent any awkwardness in meet ups. Sigh.

Desperately need to snap out of this dark pit and welcome positivity into my life. Meh.

Have a great day ahead everyone.

2 comments:

Alyssa K Huiteng said...

Why! :( I guess everyone experiences such moments. But snap out of it soon! You definitely matter to a lot of people, more than you know you do! ^^ x

CX said...

thanks kuehkueh! appreciate that many many :D